after many centuries of not posting, i decided to post again in this blog. yey for me! :) this is actually a pretty decent and nice site so why not update it more often, right? :)

anyway, how have i been? well, im having my summer classes again (just beacuse i dont want to be stuck in the province for the whole summer), which by the way is already finshed. i got a pretty good grade in my sole polsci summer subject and i got myself a bookmark (only those who have taken pilapil and torres would understand)!

and the best thing is, tomorrow, would be our first birthday! yey yey! :) it's paper for us. :)

wee!

ako'y isang pusa. isang mabait na pusa. at dapat akong mahalin at alagaan. masunurin ako at maunawain. ngunit pusa lamang ako. may damdamin rin. hindi ako bato. hindi ako si darna.

ha? ang labo noh.

ikaw ha. binibisita mo pala tong site ko. haha. huli ka. ;) panget ka talaga.

my blog is really dying. what's happening to the world? i think i really and desperately need to relive this by uploading and updating this more. and people should really start visiting this more and more. haha. people, visit my blog!

natatawa na talaga ko sa mga tao. wala na lang silang ibang tanong sakin kundi, "masaya ka ba?"
everytime na nalalaman nila na meron ng iba, eto ang unang tanong na lagi nilang sinasabi. bakit kaya? don't i look happy? haha.

a friend of mine who have not really been in touch lately suddenly texted me yesterday. he saw me with kiko. he asked if he's my new someone. and i said yes. then he asked, "masaya ka ba?"
pangilan na siya sa mga taong nagtanong sakin nito. and ive answered the same question with the same answer for many times already. and i guess i have to repeat it again.

yes. masaya ako. hindi lang masaya. masayang masaya. right now, i just want to enjoy the moment and hope that it will last. honestly, i really want this to be the last. seriously.

kaya para sa lahat ng gusto pang magtanong, sige lang. ill be happy to answer all your questions. and ill be very happy to introduce him to you guys. :)

stay happy.

i used to love the holidays. it gives me a time off on the usual this and that, of the routines I go through everyday, which can get a pretty boring. I used to can't wait for holidays to come and just shout, "yey! walang pasok." but i guess things do change.now, i feel like hating holidays.

i dont know why i feel this way but i guess it must be the "love bug". I don't want school to be over. I don't want holidays because holidays mean that there would be no classes thus we wont see each other. as pathetic as it may sound but i really dont want NOT to see him or be with him. Pardon me, but im just drowning with love. haha.

I just hope i'll return back to normal. to the usual me who can take long days, weeks, or months of being separated with the one i love of care about. why? because the one writing this blog entry is definitely not me. im way better than this girl. haha. i survived the whole summer. why can't i survive a long weekend right? again, im just being overly romantic, head over heels, and crazy in love. weird right?

this must be the effect of being with him three days in a row. with nothing to do or nothing to think about. geesh.

once again, i repeat. this is not me. im in love but not crazy. oh well, yes. maybe. just a little bit.
so what is really my point?

holidays and love just dont match. not really a perfect fit. unless you use the time to go out and have fun and be together and...

WHY DID NOT I THINK OF THAT IN THE BEGINNING?!

now, i must really be a crap.